Today was hard. I came home last night and spent three hours talking to Celeste. About you. I explained our entire history, how much you mean to me, how much I lost last night. She understood and knew we were friends (she would see me text you, see comments on Facebook, etc, and even admitted she knew in her own mind that we were close friends. She said she should have met you long ago if you were important in my life and wondered why she never had really. She is right. I’m at a loss. My heart hurts. What kills me is that I began figuring at least some of this out the same moment you’d had enough. Hind site is 20/20 as they say and that is no more true than at this moment.
:> | an interpersonal exploration | =)