Month: April 2017

The weather is so eclectic lately. I realize I have mentioned it a lot but it is! It was gorgeous today. I had this random memory when I turned on the gas at the RV. I saw myself standing in the sleeting cold the night before Help Portrait, when you were on your way to the RV park from the airport and I was getting the propane tank refilled so we’d have heat. I was excited you were coming. I didn’t act like it.  Even while dwelling in that terrible darkness, I was always excited to see you. I have come to realize you were my rock much of the time. I should have told you.

It was so humid today! I only managed a half-day at faire. Came home and took care of housework. I saw that you were on the radio and what you are doing with the council. I am so incredibly proud of you.

Took today off to see a photography exhibit a few friends were part of. Going to Lucia tonight. This is the second time since we stopped speaking. I’d like to go with you sometime, you really enjoy food so it’s a no-brainer. 🙂

I had an ephiany last night. I thought I was done with those for the most part. Part of the conversation with Jessica Shelton the other night and then an unexpected conversation last night brought it to mind and then.. Click! Lightbulb. Hopefully I’ll get to explain in person some day.

Woke up to one hell of a storm this morning. One of the best lightning shows I have seen in a while. Went to the Suicide Girls Blackheart Burlesque show tonight. A friend bought tickets for a group of us in VIP as a gift because we all helped her out quite a bit last year. Great time!

I had dinner with Jessica Shelton last night at Good Friend. I’ve been wanting to get together and talk to her. I told her all about what was going on with us and about my depression that I have been battling for the last year or year and a half. She had a lot of good insight.

Today was very trying but there is light at the end of the tunnel.

Was a good day of friends and catching up. Weather has been almost perfect this weekend.

Another faire day has come and gone. We got rained on pretty hard during parade and it was very cold. Dinner with friends after was nice.

Pretty good day today. Very productive. Work is much more comfortable than it was two years ago if you remember. I had dinner with a friend tonight which was nice. I have almost every Friday night open throughout faire. I wish we were in communication so we could get together on these nights at some new bar with good scotch.