The weather is so eclectic lately. I realize I have mentioned it a lot but it is! It was gorgeous today. I had this random memory when I turned on the gas at the RV. I saw myself standing in the sleeting cold the night before Help Portrait, when you were on your way to the RV park from the airport and I was getting the propane tank refilled so we’d have heat. I was excited you were coming. I didn’t act like it. Even while dwelling in that terrible darkness, I was always excited to see you. I have come to realize you were my rock much of the time. I should have told you.
